Funky Caley

So, for the past few weeks I have been in a funk of some sort and I really hope it passes soon because I feel like it's beginning to break me.
David being gone for almost nine months was a strain on me, a strain on our marriage and a strain on our family and I thought when he came home everything would just go back to normal and everything would be hunky dori again...NOT!!!
For some reason EVERYTHING David does annoys the poo out of me and he's been driving me CRAZY since he's been home. I don't want the things he does to drive me crazy, but they are and it's making me feel terrible because it's causing arguments and making us both unhappy. I LOVE David more than any other man I've ever loved...I truly believe he's my soul mate and let's face it, he has to be, because he's the only man I know who would ever put up with the nagging, bossy, sarcastic antics of Caley! Sometimes I wish I were someone else..someone who could be the kind of woman that David truly deserves. I often wonder why he loves me the way he does when all I must bring him is misery. Yeah, I'm definitely in a FUNK and I desperately need to dig my out or it will destroy me!
I'm going to have to make a constant decision to pay more attention to what I'm saying to my husband, how I approach things with him, and remind myself why I married him to begin with~LOVE! I LOVE HIM and I will not let "Funky Caley" destroy what David and I have worked so hard to build. Our marriage and our love is stronger than any FUNK and I'm going to stomp the funk out my head and heart-NOW!!!
PEACE OUT FUNKY CALEY-YOU DON'T BELONG HERE ANY MORE!!!